If you are a cat lover such as I, you will agree when I say that a cat's eyes speak volumes. Booger's eyes tell a story of a cat who came face to face with death, beat all odds, and survived despite a 'guarded' prognosis.
Booger was the last of a litter of kittens that belonged to one of my parent's neighbors. He had been offered to me on more than one occasion, and, although this may sound odd coming from the cat lady, I had actually decided against taking him home. Then, one particular evening near the end of summer a little over three years ago, I found my Boogie in my parent's garage as I was leaving to go home. I had intended to return him to the neighbor, but, when I stopped to tell them that I had found him in my parent's garage, they informed me that they weren't surprised because, and I quote, "he really only comes around for food and he rarely comes around now that we've stopped buying cat food. We just put table scraps out every once in a while." I was appalled to say the least. It was at that very moment that I realized the little kitten in my arms had chosen me. His eyes begged me to take him home. "Thank you for the kitten," I said. "I'll take very good care of him."
FACING DEATH...
This past Easter, a little over eight months ago, I realized that Booger was sick. I was exhausted from working long hours and what little bit of energy I did have left was spent taking care of my ten month old son. I hadn't been paying as much attention to Boogie as I should have been and, because of that, I missed all of the early warning signs. I hadn't noticed that he wasn't eating much if he was even eating at all. I hadn't noticed that he had stopped grooming himself. I hadn't noticed he had lost a considerable amount of weight. I hadn't noticed he hadn't been downstairs for days. And, I hadn't even noticed that his litter box was empty. But, that morning, when Boogie attempted to come downstairs he failed miserably. He literally rolled down the last four steps or so. He cried.
I immediately went into crisis mode. Within fifteen minutes, I had made arrangements with a friend who agreed to watch my son. My ex-fiance (we were still together at the time) and I dropped the baby off and took Boogie straight to the emergency veterinary clinic. $1600 and six hours later, we were informed that, despite perfectly normal test results, it was likely that Boogie's liver had failed. He was severely anemic and would require a blood transfusion, however, because of his critical condition, there was a chance that he could bleed out or go into cardiac arrest during the transfusion. Furthermore, even if he survived the transfusion his chances for making it through the night were slim to none.
The hospital had said they would call if there was any change so I slept with the phone. Although, I'm not sure if I slept at all. The following morning, I called Dr. Myers. He was my regular veterinarian and I valued his opinion. He requested Boogie's file from the emergency hospital and called me back within the hour. He informed me that Boogie's liver had not failed and that he wanted me to bring him to the office immediately. I did. Boogie received numerous tests as well as a second blood transfusion. He was in intensive care, so to speak, for the next week. Each time he appeared to be improving he'd experience another setback. On Thursday, Booger's pleural cavity filled up with 100cc of fluid. Dr. Myers prepared me for the worst and informed me that he wanted me to take him home over the weekend. There was nothing more that he could do.
I requested that Boogie's pleural cavity be drained before I picked him up. Although reluctant, Dr. Myers agreed. I picked Boogie up around noon on Saturday. He barely weighed five pounds and looked like he had been found in a dumpster. I took him home and my once lively cat found a hiding space under the baby's crib and refused to move. I took his food and water along with his litter box to him. Each time I went to check on him I half expected to find him dead. You never really know how much a pet means to you until you're faced with losing him. When you have a healthy pet, you tend to take their health for granted. When you lose a pet, you grieve for your loss. But, when you are faced with the unknown, well, I didn't know how to deal with that. I cried like a baby for hours on end. Finally, Sunday afternoon when there was no improvement, I decided that allowing Boogie to suffer just because I didn't want him to die was unfair. Boogie was scheduled to see Dr. Myers on Monday for an evaluation. If Dr. Myers still felt that there was no hope I would agree to have him euthanized.
Monday morning I awoke from a very restless sleep to find Boogie staring me in the face. It took me by surprise, after all, he hadn't moved since I had brought him home on Saturday. He rubbed his head up against my face. For the first time since I was a child I felt like God had answered my prayers. I looked in his eyes and saw that my Boogie didn't want to die. By the time we arrived at the veterinary office Boogie was alert and active. Dr. Myers was stunned to say the least. He ran an in-office blood test to check Boogie's red blood cell count and x-rayed his chest. To my surprise, as well as Dr. Myer's and his staff, Boogie's blood count was in the normal range and there was no fluid in his pleural cavity. By all medical accounts, it appeared to be a miracle.
Boogie was eventually diagnosed with AIHA (Autoimmune Hemolytic Anemia). In short, it's an immune disorder in which Boogie's body destroys his own blood cells. He receives an immuno-suppressive dose of prednisone daily and is doing amazingly well. In the beginning, he required weekly trips to the veterinarian which eventually turned into every two weeks, every three weeks, and so on. He was last seen this past October, six months after his initial diagnosis, by a local veterinarian for a complete blood work up. With the exception of a slightly elevated protein count, which is most likely attributed to the prednisone, he seems to be completely healthy. I still panic on occasion when I don't think he's acting right or when I think his gums and ears look pale, but I suppose that is normal when the possibility of a relapse is constantly looming in the back of my mind. I've learned a lot from the whole ordeal though. I've learned to slow down and pay attention to the little things. I've learned that each day should be treated like a gift. I've learned to never give up. And, I've learned to never take anything for granted.